Now they show people with pictures of missing family or play one of those phone calls....... Reports of searchers tearing the skin off of their hands, moving concrete and glass. And then you hear of somebody being found alive, and I find myself bawling like it was one of my family members that was found. I am 49 in less than a month and have seen some things.

A president shot, his brother Bobby also gone. Martin Luther King shot, and that shit George Wallace get gunned. Viet Nam, I sweated it out when my nephew Dan was some where in the desert, not heard from anyone, during Desert Storm... My father dying from Cancer in 1983 and my dear mother's sudden passing in 1996.... As bad as this all was, none of it has affected me the way that this past week has.

I wanted to do something to help. I live 3,000 miles away from New York and I couldn't be there to help. I have no money to give. I decided that I could best help by remembering our family killed. Our American family who's lives were snuffed out at the hands of those, cowards.

I will be posting a complete list of names as they become available.

" Those who die for their country, or at the hands of the unjust, must be forever remembered in the hearts of us who remain behind to light and watch the fires of freedom, and in the hearts of those whom freedom guards. "

Theresa and I, would like to show our support for the Federal Government of the United States of America, U.S. President, George W. Bush, U.S. Vice President, Richard Cheney, the State Government of New York, the government of New York city and its mayor, Rudy Giuliani, all of the rescue workers, fire fighters, law enforcement officers and the members of the U.S. Army National Guard who are currently involved in rescue, security and other emergency operations in New York city, in Washington D.C. and elsewhere.